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six months can transform your life. within six months everything can change, including the people in your life, the people who are important to you, the things that occupy your thoughts, your day to day routines, your thoughts, your feelings, but how about who you are? there are a lot of people i would not have recognized when i stepped back onto singapore soil on 26th june. a lot of my priorities and loves and thoughts have changed. but what has been the driving force behind this? is this just the environment in singapore, or is it whatever happened in norway and beyond?

been meeting up with so many people i haven't seen since the weeks that i got back, before the start of the semester. but somehow it's as if with some people, the friendship has been altered, and it can never go back to whatever it was. and with some, i cannot even remember the basis and the nature and the state of our friendship from before. just like the few weeks after exams had fundamentally changed something, the six months had moulded my life into a different mould. one that which my closest friends are the furthest away, one that which new people leave footprints, new people make me laugh, new people make me cry.

which is why we often realize that everyone can live without someone. there is no one that you cannot live without in your life. because hate as you must, regret it as much, life goes on. it never stops.

just got my results yesterday. gosh. never done so badly. oh wells.

you keep wanting to believe
you keep on wishing
in what is furthest from the truth.
in what can perhaps never be the truth.
you are afraid.
afraid of disappointment.
afraid of rejection.
afraid of hopelessness.