Wednesday, December 2, 2009
2nd dec
it's the end of the semester. officially since my one and only paper ended yesterday afternoon. whoo. looking back at the entire sem. a storm seems to have come and gone. i can't really remember what i have been doing since i got back. there are so many friends that i haven't had time to meet up with after the school term started again. i'm always missing mein mein. and it seems like a semester of disconnect even though exco has expanded the set of people i know in nus. but the disconnect is so jaring perhaps all these new people do not even matter.
a little baby in the house. exco. nus. so much promise. so much hopes. so much happenings. so many disappointments. so much angst. so many grumblings. so much fun. so much excitement. so much dronings. so much confusion.
perhaps i do need to take this 5 weeks to reconnect with everyone and really lay out what's gonna unfold the next sem. when mel is gone. when mein mein will still be away. when kaili will be gone.
a crisis never just happens.
it's always in the brewing.