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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
where you belong

now that i'm back where i 'belong', even though everything seems exactly the way it is before i left, i know that that is perhaps furthest from the truth. reason being everything has changed, and i am not the same.

when i look at the friendships that i've left behind, wherever they are now, after i've been to bergen and back, i wonder what were they worth really. somehow as much as i know they didn't matter, it isn't that good a feeling to know that they really didn't matter.

i've made new friends, i've met new people, i've new experiences, which i cannot even put my finger to. some people come and go. some people stay forever. would the friends i met in bergen stay? or are they even still here? that remains a question.

stepping into nussu exco. it is another chapter in my life. in nus. how do i begin on how i feel being part of it all yet feeling like there's nothing i can do.

stepping into the 3rd year of my existence in nus. school work has never been more hectic and overwhelming. how come i don't feel the pressure and the power to work the way i thought i would.

stepping away from what i felt was important. do i really get a clearer picture.

and i carry on dreaming.
about macadamia ice cream.
about green tea.
about black pepper chips.
about chocolate pocky.
about milk yan yan.
about the snow and rain i left behind.
about the new embraces.
about the loves.