Friday, June 5, 2009
last night
i cooked the last dinner i'll ever cook for my friends here last night. took me a long time. and it was nice =) then we got ready to go out..went to the spanish kitchen first..and then to tiger tiger. for some reason..this was the one time i really wanted to get tipsy and drunk and whatever. and at the end..ruben just hugged me and said he'll really miss me. and then it all began. i started crying nonstop. adrien came to talk to me and i kept crying still. and even when michael came. i hate this feeling. this feeling that i'm leaving everyone and when i come back everyone would be gone already. even now..i can't stop crying. i'm catching the flight to london in 6hrs. omg. i feel so horrible now. staring at everything.